EVERY FEBRUARY
Through the blinds when the sun won't shine
Staring at the ceiling tile
Wide awake I find each time
The dreams at night don't satisfy
Romanticizing those fragrant nights
When my beating heart was full of life
Now I'm too old to know who to be
With my own shadow bending away from me
In my dreams it never seems
I will break this lonely scene
The sun is sleeping when I start to ignite
But I'm bleeding out miles on the empty light
Through the vine I'll hear sometimes
I will never cross that county line
Steal away, into the night
Run these streets until the morning light
Now the same old streets where you found your stride
Have found some way to eat you alive
Wading through the tides drowning me at night
Sunken with the line I've cast aside
In my dreams it never seems
I will break this lonely scene
The sun is sleeping when I start to ignite
But I'm bleeding out miles on the empty light
In my dreams it never seems
I will break this lonely scene
The sun is sleeping when I start to ignite
But I'm bleeding out miles on the empty light
Every February I find each time
I'm the one who's still behind
